Haz: Half of our current group doesn't really want to play the game any more. And it's getting to be where I don't want to either. Why should I go back to playing a game where I'm the only one who ever does any work besides the GM.
At this point if I do even go back to gaming (I've skipped over a month of games) I'm more than happy to not be attached, and not do more than let them know they are dumb.
I shouldn't feel this way and I shouldn't be treating it like a revenge fantasy but right now I don't care.
I'd rather work an extra day a week than deal with it. After getting ridiculed for reading too much 3.5 and 'cheating' by reading the options or getting accused of cheating for having learned to build characters for mutants and masterminds that aren't stupid why should I care any more.
I miss when I used to look forward to gaming days in advance or all week. Sadly I just don't have anything to dig into with the current Exalted game. And even in Marvel we've bogged down by people who don't get what's going on and stall out the progress that some of us are trying to make to be a hero at some point.
So we probably won't be going back. Meaning that in 2014/2015 I lost;
My Dad
The family ranch
My uncle Barnie (dad's older brother)
My dog
My characters
My love of gaming
My drive to be a good gamer
My hope for the future
My health continues to get worse
My dreams
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