Sunday, September 20, 2015

Death in the original universe



Tim Bass 1701 origin
What is a life?  Does it just involve a series of chaotic events or is it just what we do to struggle our way through our use of energy traveling one way through a two way time current.  I don’t know, but what I can tell you is what things ended up like in my universe.  I’m sure it’s not correct but Val says my ‘verse was called 1701.
I’m not going to go back too far as that would end up being millions of decision points and that’s probably too much to explain the end.  Come to think of it I don’t really know when my ‘verse ended but I know when it ended for me.  So let’s start where things really went wrong.

Spaceship Mission, day 52:
With the death of Tom Cody and the others in the med bay a few days ago Ace Hood was left in command of the few of use that are left.  This is probably the worst command structure that has ever been invented but it’s what we use.  Note that I plan to file a formal complaint about this when I get back in contact with command.  I’ve spent almost 30 days of this mission packing the rest of the group around to stay ahead of the native search parties.  Most of the group has been disabled due to combats with the locals.  This has led to a little bit of bitterness on my part.  The only good news is that I made contact with the commander of a Shi’ar fleet that is attempting to assist.

Spaceship Mission, day 63:
We think we are close to the command center of the ship, or at least a piloting space of some sort.  We had more contacts with the locals and with other groups of survivors on this beast of a ship.  If I ever get off this barge I’m going to drown Tom and Ace and the training staff in Huston for letting these two morons ever get a command tab.  If for no other reasons than they didn’t deploy any drones or take the time to survey the ship.  Hell, they didn’t even leave any one on the command ship to coordinate, where is their operator in all this?

Spaceship Mission, day 67:
Found the command space, bad news is that we can’t pilot it.  So one of us is going to have to try and blow the reactor to get this thing stopped before it reaches a zero line.  Made contact with the Shi’ar fleet again from the command space.  Informed them of our plan to use the emergency pods to get most of us off the ship, while I stay behind and blow the reactor.  I should be able to survive the blast in an energy form or by using an escape pod myself.

Spaceship Mission, day 67 addenda:
I managed to make the reactor space, so that was the good news.  Bad news is that even after scramming the reactor, the self destruct failed and only part of the ship was broken up.  Even though I survived the blast, earth is doomed.  I was knocked out by the blast and ended up drifting the debris until I woke up.  I think that’s why they left me out here.  Logs show that the others were picked up but my long range coms seem to be off line and I’m not able to communicate with command.  I doubt it would matter much at this point anyway.  My guess is that Earth has 10 days until impact as the ship has sped up after the engines came back online at some point while I was out. 

After Earth, day 0:
“He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away." Revelation 21:4

AE, day 2:
Last of the write ships jumped out with what I’m assuming are the few survivors of the planet destruction.  When the Phoenix containment was breached it caused some kind of galactic level response.  My short range radio is receiving but I can’t transmit yet and my long range coms are still off line.  I’m so weak, something about this debris is weakening me but I can’t move away from it.  I doubt they would have left me out here if they could find me.  My A.I. tells me that there was some kind of psychic wake that rolled over us but didn’t get to me being in autistic mode.  I just hope that the others were able to protect themselves from it.  I’ve got some radio traffic from a couple of subs that seemed to have survived.  Those poor bastards are having it rough.  At least most of us went quick.

AE, day 6:
Green lantern core showed up today.  I don’t think they brought enough guys judging from the background radiation.  That’s the 3rd group that’s tried to contain the phoenix since the earth broke up.  I estimate that I have about 30 more days at the speed I’m going until I get to earth’s old location.  Judging from the background radiation there was an explosion that I’m guessing was at least one of those sub crews giving up.  Can’t say that I blame can blame them.  I haven’t heard any radio calls in the last few days.  I think the phoenix has been attacking survivors who where strong enough or well equipped enough to be around.

AE, day 9:
A.I. note: User offline due to massive psychic energy wave emitted from mars vicinity.  Likely cause; mass extinction event.

AE, day 35:
Felt better today, was strong enough to latch onto some orbital debris so at least I’m not going to keep going with that chunk of ship trash that I’ve been stuck with.  I think it was a Russian satellite, 1970’s design.  Way too much radiation for it to be American, also the Cyrillic writing, and star.  Good news is that it’s still got some power and that’s making me feel better just being near something.  Probably drawing background power in some way that’s helping me recharge. 

AE, day 40:
A.I. tells me that the suit is sealed back up and ready to use.  It also says that I’ll repair faster if I transit back to normal and let the suit feed off the mass of the satellite for materials.

AE, day 41:
You know how the rules where that we didn’t weaponize space, well I think we all knew we were doing it.  But there is a damned 30kt war head in the middle of this thing.  Luckily it seems stable.  Suit systems are back online for the most part but I’ve remained in autistic mode and the files on the phoenix tell me that I shouldn’t provide a bigger psychic target than I have to.

AE, day 50: 
Don’t know why it hasn’t left the system, nothing left here.  Probably because it knows they will come to it.  The battle that must have taken place would have been a thing to see.  Make the battle of Wolf 359 look like the minor skirmish that it was.  A.I. estimates that the energy of a thousand stars was expended into the abyss but there are no more non automated transmissions from the area that the battle took place.  Poor bastards.

AE, day 74:
I managed to get enough power out of this old satellite to cause an arc, so I’m back in electrical form.  At least this way I can move around some.  I think the A.I. is keeping my brain from going to full grieving mode to keep me calm.  But I think I’m starting to feel it around the edges.  I’m going to start looking around for any tech that survived.  I need to find my way out of this debris cloud if I’m going to find my way out of the system.  I suppose I can always see if the blue zone of the moon has anything too, but I also want to see if there are any other survivors down there.

AE, day 152:
Merry Christmas.  Celebrated by using the last of the O2 supply in a leaky wreck of a jump ship from Tahoe to go back to normal and eat a can of beans that I picked up by accident.  Lots of food stuffs out there but no need for it while I’m in electrical form.   I think I’m going to take the bodies of the team members that I find up to the moon.  That’s funny, up to the moon, like that even means anything anymore.  I worst thing I’ve seen so far is what happened to Michelle Moore.  Never seen anything like that, wish I hadn’t seen it.

AE, day 207:
I’ve been putting off searching Saint Luis, but I guess I’m going to have to do it at some point.  I’ve so far buried 268 team members and staff on the moon in the sea of tranquility.  I think I’ll start on a monument for them.  Maybe I can find some of the statues from the hall in New York to add to it.

AE, day 212:
A.I. log item 535: Combat suit TI45632-5437e5 registered occupant Rebbecca Bass
A.I. log item 536: Combat suit TI45632-5437e5 interface.
A.I. log item 537: Combat suit TI45632-5437e5 occupant deceased.
A.I. log item 536: Combat suit TI45632-5437e5 personal log download.

AE, day 300:
I haven’t been up to logging.  Who cares at this point any way?  I wish I was dead.

AE, day 350: 
Hero Cemetery on the Moon with the broken Earth in the background.

Finished the monument for the new cemetery on the moon.  Grabbed a few extras and made it more of a memorial to all of us, added in a bunch of historical stuff and a put a couple of the remaining Wright satellites in orbit around the moon.  Got a few of the drones online also so they should keep anything from smashing into it.  I got a few of the non Wright heroes up there too.  But I don’t think that most of them where in costume when the time came.  Or at least I haven’t found more.  They deserve a little dignity too.  Aquaman, I took back to the largest body of water I could find.  It was ice but I melted a hole in it and entombed him there.  Spiderman I buried with the others on the moon. 

AE, day 436:
I don’t know how much longer I’ve got.  This level of grief is tearing at my soul.  I’m so alone here, and it’s probably not good that I sit with her for days at a time looking back at what was once home.  But what else is there?  I haven’t detected any ship traffic since the last battle, so barring finding a working jump capable ship on Mars or in the debris field I’m stuck here.

AE, day 484:
No luck on Mars.  I shouldn’t have come back here to the new home we share in this state caught between life and death.

AE, day 535:
Found a couple of small craft in the clutter but I haven’t been able to locate anything that I can fix with my limited knowledge of alien tech.  I’m going to keep trying but I’m losing hope.

AE, day 517:
Merry Christmas again.  I took her back down to earth today.  Put her in the ground near where our house was in Washington.  Put the rest of her family there with her. 

AE, day 529:
I’ve been sitting in the suns corona now for a few days.  I tried sending a message through the satellites that I salvaged but I don’t know if there is anyone even out there.  Logs say that about 500 of us jumped out but no one has returned that I can tell.

AE, day 530:
It’s been 17 months, 13 days since Earth was destroyed.  I’ve done what I can but I don’t think that any one is coming any more.  It would take me some 120 years to reach the closest known inhabited planet at the speed I’m capable of making.  I no longer have any hope of rescue, not that I want to leave anyway.  I gave up a long time ago but didn’t have the will to stop moving.  But I’ll soon be at rest and I can see her again.  Once I am done with this final log, I’ve instructed my A.I. to upload himself to archive at the data core on the moon.  I’ve resolved to turn back to normal here in the sun and go out quickly rather than this lingering undeath that I’ve been living.  I hope that some one finds this archive of us and remembers us.  We puny pathetic weaklings of a race who could barely keep ourselves from destroying everything we touched.  But we managed to keep going for as long as we could, until Newton’s first law was our undoing.  Lord I pray the forgive me and accept my soul unto your care until judgment.   Tim Bass, Commander Wright Hero Team, by way of Famine, Idaho, out.






Brave New World;
Bass wasn’t almost killed by his sister and was allowed to enjoy part of a year in real high school.

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